Tuesday, February 12, 2008
I realli realli wan have a break or having extending time. I felt so tired and i wan have a nap and slp 4eva, nv wake up.I SERIOUSLY WANNA CRY OUT LOUD CUZ VERY STRESS SIA. gt cherrleading on nxt wk, performance on tis friday, speech day after 4 wks, dance works after 3 weeks.I cnt take it le, sob sob sob.i so wanna declare tat i die todae lo,nv come to sch.I onli 1 time go for CNY rehearsal nv go for dance practice, i miss a lot, miss ida say i slower than ppl by 1 beat and its very obvious, seriously tat time,IT HURTS ME A LOT, i juz hide onli.I did my very best le, but still nt enough, i feel lyk quitting cheerleading, cuz i felt tat no hope in winning le, everytime so mani ppl nv cm, dun no go wher le.Desiree gt try to cheer me, but no use, after i go hm, i emo emo den cry le....I felt lyk gt a heavy burden behind my bak.AHHHHHHHHHHH! I FEEL LYK FINDING A BLK OR SEA TO JUMP OFF.
5:57 PM
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